Murder Your Motivation - Spirituality Information
For ten years i made the same mistake again and again. I cannot recall a single morning when i got up full of energy and raring to go. There was nothing which motivated me. I used to work for the best companies across the world but they mattered very little deep down within me. I wanted to do something else, something so big and so unique that has never been done before.
The biggest mistake i made was I thought that i can achieve all my dreams only if do it full time and quit my job. I did not have the guts to quit my job and so i just thought and thought about my dream and did nothing else about it . One fine day however . It was Jan 12th 2004. I was doing very well as an employee. Great salaries,top position and it was all looking very good for me from the outside. But my deepest intention of being a full time motivational writer remained only a thought and nothing more. I can still recall that day . I was so frustrated that i locked myself in a room and screamed to my dreams within" Never again bother me . Get out of my life and let be be the ordinary man i always was.Get lost right now !" I stabbed my dreams a dozen times and murdered it so that it never troubled me again. By evening of that day i was feeling very light as if a huge responsibility had been taken away from my shoulders. I killed my dreams and now i was free. I had no pressure. It seemed to me that I was carrying a mountain of dreams for the last seven years without fulfilling any of them. I felt as if it was the best thing to happen to me. Now watch what happened during the next two weeks. Jan 13th 2004. I get up at 4.30 am . I am so happy . I don't know why. I listen to my favorite music and then I sit for meditation. I head to my workplace after having breakfast. Jan 14th 2004. I get up again at 5.00 am and am feeling very calm within. I don't know why. This continued for two weeks and then on . Jan 28th 2004. Something very strange happened in my morning meditation.
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